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the past few days have just been a reality check kinda.. ive been chillen w/ my girl rachel.. last night was actually so fun.. we went to a party in everett at first it sucked, b/c we were suposed to leave at like 930, and we ended up gettin ready n shit so late, so we left at like 1030, drove to everett the kids werent answerin the phones n we dindt kno exactly where it was so we got sidetracked tryin to find it.. finally they called n we got directoins.. there were mad people there.. never in a million years did i think id see any1 i knew at this random ass party but i did end up knowin this girl trina..i love her.. everyone ran outta alcahol and left pretty early like 1230. so i only got to drink like 4 beers, but we ended up chillen w/ the football players after and smoked 2 blunts, then they dropped us off me n rach met her friend at dunks and she bought us food lol.. then i slept at rachels we friggen woke up at like 230 today.. now im home just bored, but at least im doin the right thing =/ .. chris called me today! i was like wtf.. we talked n he still says "LISA IM NOT WITH ANY1, if you only knew" im like "okay sorry the girl you're fucking then".. he was suposed to call me back but obvi i wasnt expectin a call for real... ill talk to him soon, wheneva i dont call him or text him he clals w/in a few days .. he was pretty mad last night b/c the kids we chilled w/ in everett he knows, and one of them was like a star football playa, omg at dunks last night this little kid was walkin by STARIN so i blew him a kiss come to find out he friggen wants my number im like "hunny i could be like your older sister, im 20 you're 15" and hes like" so no you couldnt just lemme get youre number" tryin to be alll gangsta n shit i wa slike fine and i gave it up.. oh and i ended up givi9n my number to that star football playa too.. too bad they were all like younger too 18 and 19.. but oh well i have my mind set on someone else anyways, tomorrow should be a telling day.. theres a huge party at this kids house i graduated w/ b/c hes movin to florida and his parents are away so that should be funn.. should be mad people there.. sat. there was gonna be a party at my friends house but i dont think hes havin one anymore so who knows..
were gettin an addition on my house, its almost done, its gonna be soooooooo sick when its done n my parents are gonna be goin away when its finished =) HELL YES! .. anyways i think im gona go figure out if anythings goin on tonight.. updates later (hopefully the updates will be filled w/ good juicy gossip haha)
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[Fri, Aug 12, 05 @ 4:18pm] |
found it!
Police raid Medford home, nab trio on drug charges
By Ian Roberts
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Police say Mark McSweeney couldn't warn his buddies fast enough yesterday as Medford narcotics detectives burst through their front door, arresting the three men on a variety of drug charges.
Detectives raided the house at 100 Cedar Road North after months of surveillance initiated by reports from neighbors about possible drug related activity.
Mark P. McSweeney, 20, of Medford, was intercepted by police outside his house, allegedly en route to make drug deliveries.
When the police reached the front door to execute the search warrant, they say McSweeney kicked the door and yelled to his brother and friend inside in an attempt to warn them.
They were apparently too involved in a TV program to hear his warning.
Police said they found OxyContin as well as cocaine and a small amount of money.
McSweeney, his brother Neal E. McSweeney, 24, and Mark Cocoluto, all of Medford, were taken into custody and charged with distribution and possession of Class B OxyContin and cocaine, and conspiracy to violate drug laws.
Mark McSweeney also had several default warrants against him.
omfg i cant believe this, i woulda been there if i was still w/ chris probli =/
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im so spoiled.. my stepfather saw how upset i was over chris and offered to send meon a shoppin spree.. so yesterday i tried to register for classes for the fall, got my nails done and a pedi.. i saw stacy tehre and went to her work to fill out an application.. i need a job So bad!.. anyways, i got some nice color today and i only laid out for like2 hours.. my friends house got raided the other day!! i feel so bad for him and his mother and sister.. i useta be there like every day.. but i guess they only found like 8 oxycontin and a couple bags of coke.. usually they have way more in teh house.. everyone knew it was gonna get raided eventually b/c thats where people always useta get fucked up and drug dealers were always chillen there n meetin up w/ people.. so him and two other kids that were stayin at his house that i was friends w/ too got arrested.. im tryin to find the article online now.. tonioghts gonna be so phaaaaaat! if everythin goes as planned.. i got the cutest outfits and i cant wait to wear one of them tonigth .. there are 4 partys that i kno of but i think i might just go to two.. the only prob is im suposed to be goin w/ tiff and she doesnt kno if shes gonna be too tired after work.. shes the only one of my friends that would actually go to one of these partys b/c theres gonna be older people and shes the only one of my friends that really talks to them like me.. anyways, im gonna go look for that article, then get ready for tonight!!! byebye<3 have fun n be safe this weekend!
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my thoughts n prayers are with you Gary!! I LOVE YOU! stay strong!!.. anyways i havent been up to much.. i went to an unbelievable party last weekend after a HORRIBLE friday night.. everyone was at the party there were 4 kegs and an ice luge.. i mean everyone was there from two grades below my class to three grades above it.. after the party me n jess went out w/ the boys from our grade for a little bit.. it was so fun we went to aparty in wakefeild then to jeffs house.. omg so nice.. neways i got home around 430 friday and sat. then suday i didnt do anything besides lay out monday i did the same.. tuesday i got a spadaforas slush BOMB! and i watched the real world w/ my friend keri.. i cried.. but i already knew what was gonna happen b/c i takled to danny (from the real worlds) friend a month or so back.. today i got another slush .. omg best mango slush u will EVERRR have in ya life.. anyways, who knows wtf is goin on for tomorrow but friday theres another HUGE party that someone told me about and i cant wait to go see him there ;) .. i have three crushes now.. everytime im single i get so boy crazy its rediculous.. i wish i was at anger management right now soooooo bad.. chris called me today seein if i could get him xtc b/c he just got lawn seats n he was complainin.. i was like bitch please! do you kno whatd id do for those tickets right now?? and then i think he got the point not to complain when hes goin lol.. but i dindt find that shit for him b/c i knew he was goin w/ his new girlfriend and theres no way i wanted to help her out in any way shape or form.. im gonna try n fall asleep but i have wayy too much on my mind.. gary i love you, everything will be better soon just stay strong!! to everyone else, love ya <33
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lilbabipixi7404 -- YOU FUCKIN DUMB CUNT!!!!!!!! stop commenting in my journal i dont know who you are i dont want ur nasty diseases that you carry to infest my journal anymore, your fucking words are not even worth reading, all i kno is that u went out w/ ragucci how does it feel to know i had him first?! i was his first love HAHAH BITCH!!!!!!! neways, stop commenting in my journal BITCH! thanks =) have a good day
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hey sorry i never update anymore..
today i had a magarita party at my house by my pool it was pretty fun i thought i woulda been up and out earlier but i got up at like 1130 and dindt get outside with people till like 1, but people just kept stoppin by to drink and say hi.. my parents come home tomorrow BoO!!
i was dating this kid chris i was so happy, we were so close, basically living together for the past year, inseperable... then the wierdest thing happened, we both decided to do the right things and get our lives back to normal, we were doin some not so good things.. , as soon as we both started making progress some little bitch started calling chris.. i was sketched out about her from the first min. but they BOTH denied anything was goin on to me the cunt (excuse my language) even told me "oh dont worry he told me he had a girlfriend".. of course what ends up happeneing? me n chris get in a HUGE fight and i guess now theyre suposedly together?? he still denies it to this day but i kno the truth, cant play me like a fool, Boy!!!
so i hadnt talked to chris in weeks, except for his occasional "i still care about u" text messages then sunday all of a sudden outta the blu i get a call from CHRIS!! he says hes down the street from my house n to come out n smoke a butt w/ him while he waited for his ride.. i said ok, when he got to my house his friend was already there waitin for him, so chris made me go for a ride.. when they were droppin me off chris walked me to my car, and then basically told me i was going to chill w/ them the rest of the night.. i tried to say " i dont think i wanna" but he wouldnt listen .. so i went to chris' friends then to chris' .. we talked about EVERYTHING, i told him im happy w/ the way my life is and i kno what hes doing so not to waste his breath tryin to deny it b/c i kno for 100% set in stone what he did/is doin... we end up agreeing that one last sex sesh would be nice =) so we had our fun and i got my revenge on that bitch eventho she'll probli never find out.. haha .. neways so now im enjoying my single life which is pretty boring i must say.. any hot guys apply within haha!! oh my God is JOHN GOTTI!! i absolutely adore him, omg what i would do to that boy!!!!!
neways the point of my post was to ask about a tattoo.. im workin on my second one.. my first one is on my right shoulder blade its a butterfly w/ tribal around it and the tribal is shaded w/ baby blue its wicked cute.. the one i want now sooooo so sososo bad is the rosary beads around my ankle falling onto my foot like nicole richies.. if u go to www.vanishingtattoo.com and then click on nicole richie ull see it.. anyways i always wanted somethin to do w/ a cross and i wanted something to do with the serenity prayer or the serenity prayer itself.. it means so much to me, i think it is just so powerful .. here is the little main part that most people know..
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
and the rest of it:---->
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.
the serenity prayer is usually considered to pertain to people that have had an addiction to overcome in their life.. that applies to me, but i also think that it can pertain to a lottttttt of different things.. at first i wanted to get the main part on my ribs or somethin? but i duno itd be too big and itd hurt i think plus i wanted to incorporate some other ideas b/c well im not gonna have 100 tattoos i want like 3max!!! soooooooooo for my idea..
i want to get nicole richies tatoo around her ankle, which is the rosary beads w/ some rosary and the cross falling on the top of the foot.. now, heres where my question is!?
i want to put the words "God, grant me the serenity" with that tattoo... i dont know weather to have the words just going around the rosary beads around my leg or to have the words "God, Grant me the" around the leg and then the word 'serenity' straight down like where the rosary beads and the cross go from my leg to foot..
somethin to think about?? any help would be great!! thanks!!!!!oh and i def. still read all ur entries i just never have time to update/commment plus my computer so sucks! =)
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hey alll!.. im still dating chris but the big news about today is, we got in a huge fight.. its a long story but he just diliberately lied to me and i swear hes a pathological liar so i refuse to talk to him right now.. this is what he left me online tho..
cp-22 signed on at 6:21:08 PM.
Cp-22: wow
Auto response from clubgrl2000: drinking for the first time in forever ..cant wait to get SHITFACED!!! =-O
any single guys that ARENT liars, and are interested.. get at me!
Cp-22: i dont even know what to say
Cp-22: i just hope u dont do something stupid out of anger cause you cant take shit back
Cp-22: i guess you arent my baby anymore
C-22 signed off at 6:28:50 PM.
cant stand it.. so i went over tiffs boyfriend driscolls house and played with baby damian.. then bamberry came over .. we smoked and drank and stuff.. it was the first time i drank in forever, i know such a suprise, ive been good.. but i duno i thnk im goin to bed.. ttyl
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i havent updated in so long!! i havent forgot about anyone, i have just been way to tired and pre occupied.. anyways since i havent updated in well, forever.. everyone can ask me 3 questions about my life, no matter how personal, how stupid, or whatever.. b/c writing what has happened in the past like months is wayyyyyy too much!
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You know you're a 90's child if you remember... (put a $$ next to whatever you remember.)
Fresh Prince Of Bel-Air$$ -- Fraggle Rock $$
G.I. Joe $$ -- Are You Afraid Of The Dark?$$
Secret World Of Alex Mac$$ -- Nightmare Before Christmas$$
Welcome Freshmen -- Space Cases
Roundhouse -- The Muppet Show$$ -- Muppet Babies$$
Eureka's Castle$$ -- Salute Your Shorts$$
Hey Dude$$ -- Legends Of The Hidden Temple $$
You Can't Do That On Television $$-- Figure It Out$$
G.U.T.S.$$ -- What Would You Do?$$ -- Double Dare$$
Rocko's Modern Life$$ -- Beavis and Butthead$$
Celebrity Deathmatch$$ -- All That$$ -- Ren And Stimpy$$
Clarissa Explains It All$$ -- The Torklesons$$ -- Pete And Pete$$
Stick Stickley -- Goodburger$$ -- Angry Beavers$$
Hey Arnold$$ -- AAH! Real Monsters$$ -- Tiny Toons$$
Animaniacs$$ -- Pinky And The Brain$$ -- The Babysitters Club$$
Underdog$$ -- Kablam $$ -- Gullah Gullah Island $$ -- Snick$$
Busy World of Richard Scarry$$ -- Dumbo's circus $$
Ocean Girl -- Mystery Files Of Shelby Woo$$
Snick Snacks$$ -- Dunkaroos$$ -- Fruit by the Foot$$
Koala Yummies -- Where In The- World Is Carmen Sandiego?$$
Nickelodeon Magazine$$ -- The Goonies$$ -- Ernest movies$$
Radio Flyer $$-- Adventures In Wonderland$$ -- Homeward Bound$$
The Adventures Of Yellow Dog -- Milo And Otis$$
Neverending Story $$$Who framed Roger Rabit?$$ Labrynth$$
Dinosaurs$$-- Fern Gully$$-- Secret Of NIMH
101 Dalmations$$-- The Secret Garden$$-- Pete's Dragon$$
Hocus Pocus$$-- Land Before Time$$-- Gummi Bears$$
Care Bears$$-- A Little Princess$$-- My Little Pony$$
Black Beauty-- Rainbow Brite$$-- Lite Brite$$
Lady Lovely Locks-- Candyland$$
Pretty Pretty Princess$$-- Sorry!$$-- Trouble$$
Don't Wake Daddy$$-- Mousetrap$$
Jenga$$-- Don't Break The Ice$$-- Hungry Hungry Hippos$$
Cooties$$-- Tinker Toys-- Lincoln Logs$$
Legos$$-- Sky Dancers$$-- Littlest Pet Shop$$
Mighty Max $$-- Polly Pocket$$-- Hypercolor t-shirts$$
Scrunchies$$-- Side Ponytails$$-- Stirrup Pants$$
Jellies$$-- Saddle shoes$$-- Barbies$$
Beanie babies$$-- Tamagotchies$$-- Yo-Yos$$
Snap Bracelets$$-- Choose Your Own Adventure-- Pogs$$
Goosebumps$$-- American Girl$$-- Island Of The Blue Dolphins
Saved By The Bell$$-- Step By Step$$-- TGIF on ABC$$
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whats up? i havent updated in awhile... i wish i could even explain my life to all of you.. theres so much about me that all of you have no idea about.. just not normal shit that i go thru everyday dealin w/ drugs n stuff.. not just myself doing htem but being around htem and having my best friend that im w/ 24-7 sell them.. i duno a bunch of shit happened tonight.. chris is pissed at me .. anyways in my "normal" life.. ive just been w/ chris.. fri night we went to this bar called roosters.. it was pretty fun , chris' ex came at then end i saw her, but i was so fucked up that i dotn even remember seein her.. chris told me to drive over this curb/median thing and i was so trashed i was just like "okay" b/c the street was like 2inches in front of it.. so instead of backing out and driving thru the parking lot to get out like a normal person wouldve.. i pull over the median, get stuck on top , press the gas and finally go flyin over it after the fact that the whole bottom of my car got killed and scraped so badly that my car sounded like 5 lawnmowers goin all at once (no lie) .. so all sat. when i was suposed to babysit (i cancelled) we tried to finda place to get my car fixed.. i ended up ripping off a thing that connected two pipes and i hadta pay 100 dollars to get my car fixed.. chris paid 60 but whatever lol he told me to drive over it in the first place.. today i babysat from 4- like 830.. then we just chilled at cocoluttos..both fri and sat.me n chrisfell asleep together so fucked up, i thought it was gonna be the weekend where we hooked up, but noooooo pe.. just a lot of cuddlin and stuff.. anyways things have been so close to perfect lately, and tonight just fucked up everything, things after tonight could possibly never be hte same again.. this sucks.. im goin to bed, i got work at 830 until 5, hopefuly i get out early, but it wont even matter since i have work 3 days this week, then no work for like a whole week.. im ramblin, goodnight!
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i worked all day today, then after work i went straight out w/ chris.. we just chilled at cocoluttos n shit.. then we went to his house n it was so cute.. all cuddlin, then when we went up to his room we were just layin together and kinda talkin.. i was givin him little kisses.. we were fallin asleep in eachothers arms, n he was askin me to sleep over, but his psycho mom was tellin us it was time to go so on my way out he gave me a few pecks and said it was a sexy kiss lol.. he said he cant wait till i sleep over this weekend.. mayb ill get some ass?? doubtful but its good to be optomistic.. anyways i have school for a couple hours tomorrow eventho i havent gone in like 2 weeks and finals are like in 2 weeks i hafta catch up.. so im goin in early to type some papers, then goin to 2 classes then goin to chrissssssss' house.. i love this kid so so much.. havea goodnight!!
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well yesterday i got all ready to go to school and said forgetit and fell back asleep , i woke up then got ready for work.. worked 3 hours then went out w/ chris and rich and stacia to the cambridge side galleria.. i wish i was a millionaire i swear b/c they have every store imaginable.. anyways after that i went over stacias so chris could go smoke w/ his friend chris .. then i met back up w/ chris we watched the real world and laguna beach.. i useta hate that show but now i must say its my guilty pleasure and im happy theres another season.. i really dont like kristin tho, chris is OBSESSED w/ her.. i ended up takinga klonapin and smoken w/ chris and all day it was pretty awkward since i had that convo w/ him the other nite and we havent talked about it since.. but hes like 'whatd you do yesterday?; and i was like i just slept all day.. and he was like ' well i really missed you.. i didnt talk to you all day, i wanted to give you your day to relax and not get all worked up' i was like aw.. i really missed you too.. then he really wanted me to sleep over and he kept me over til like 2am so i was like arite fine.. he was teliln me how much he loves sleepin in the same bed w/ me and how much he hates sleepin alone now .. i was like aw.. he cuddled w/ me all night and was holdin my hand and bein all cute n stuff. then this morning when i was goin i kissed hsi face a few times to say bye n he gave me a kiss goodbye.. things are good again.. im glad things arent wierd b/c he told me he was spendin 700 dollars on me for xmas.. (we;ll see if that happens) and hes suposed to be takin me out on this huge date.. eventho he says were just friends and to other people it might seem like were talkin, and hes fine w/ people thinkin that.. i think were still pretty much together. not going outbut at least seeing eachother.. ill be heartbroken when he goes to school in a month.. eventho its only like 15 mins away.. i know hes gonna find someone else.. he tells me hes not even gonna fuck around at school hes just gonna get his shit done to get outta there as fast as possible, but well see.. oh and my ex well still boyfriend kevin who i havent talked to in months is coming back from spain dec. 20th.. this should be intereseting.. okay back to work i go.. cyaaaas
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i dont really wanna explain about last night but basically i asked chris to tell me what he wanted w/our situation.. he said he liked how everything was.. that he wasnt goin out l ookin for anyone, that he had me there to cuddle w/ and be his best friend .. i told him i wanted to put a label on us.. not boyfriend, but just seeing eachother or something.. he said if i wanna do that i can.. im like its not my decision.. so i asked him one more time what he wanted and he said he liked the way things were w/ being friends and no label.. so i said once you change your mind about things then call me. i figured he'd call metoday b/c i have like a few thousand of his dollars that i was holdin at my house, and he even brought that up last night.. but he hasnt called me?? i dont know if im overreacting about this whole situation, and i shouldve just been happy w/ the way things were too? b/c it was like we were togheter we just never talked about it.. should i try n b friends like i was before w/ him? or should i forget everything and move on and lose an awesome friendship.. please help..
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i slept at chris' again last night!! and guess what?!?! we finally hoooked up!!! not sex, but close enough =)im about to go back to work till 5, then im babysitten but im sure ill be sleepin over chris' this whole weekend.. and hopefully we'll really hook up this time ;).. haha im bad.. have a good weekend!!
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the past few days ivejust worked, went to chris and he wanted me to meet his gma for like the 3rd time, so i went and said hi to her adn talked for a little.. yesterday tho i found out i dindt have to work today which was awesome.. i ended up goin by chris' and he had no electricity b/c people are redoing bathrooms in his house.. the kid who was doin the electricity was fucked up on klonapins. and chris' mom knew somethin was up, shes not stupid.. i think i told you how chris got kicked out b/c his mom was suspicious about him selling drugs, well this made her even more suspicious when the electrician was fine eralier in the day when she saw him, but after he left to go to burger king w/ chris he was all fucked up.. anyways, me n chris ended up takin some klonapins, and we went by cocoluttos house then got some pizza.. i dont remember what else, the next thing i know, were up in his room just layin there watchin t.v., his heads on my chest and he grabs my arm and puts it over his chest, and the next thing i know after that i wake up at like 2 am to chris askin me to get him a drink.. so i go downstairs and gget one, and when i come bakc up , guess whos comin outa the bathroom?? HIS MOM.. i was like " i really didnt mean to fall asleep" and shes like " so this means jess is still here too? " i was like i geuss.. and i just went back to bed.. i was up at like 730 to chris' mom tellin me to go to school, and make sure i go.. i didnt end up goin of course, ive gone honestly i think 1 day in the past 3 weeks.. awesome.. anyways.. chris hadat work on his house and im jus gonan get some weed and take a shower.. what is everyone gettin for xmas?? i have no idea what i want and my mom just asked me.. i told her just give me money for clothes, tanning and my nails.. what did you guys ask for?? any suggestions?? today im goin to get a new phone w/ chris since his got turned off.. he wants to either stick w/ nextel but he doesnt wanna pay the $500 deposit.. or he wants a prepaid.. i told him stick w/ sprint, i have sprint and theyre so easy and he can keep his nextel number which he wouldnt be able to do on a prepaid.. i think im goin shoppin today!!! another question.. what should i get chris for xmas?!??!?!? any ideas.. ??? im sick of getting my exes cologne, wallets, belts, tickets to sporting events n shit.. i duno but theyre stuff every guy would want.. help!
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whatsup guys?! sorry i havent updated, ive been nonstop runnin around lately.. i hope everyone had an awesome thanksgiving.. my friend krystal was home for like a week, but i only saw her once.. we went to the mall , i got so much stuff!!.. christmas is coming wayyyyy too soon!.. anyways the past week or so ive just been workin, then goin striaght out w/ chris.. i dont end up getting home until like 2-230 every night and by then im beat , way to tired to update.. all last week from like wednesday till sat. i stayed at chris'.. then on sunday night, his stupid fucking friend comes knocking on his door at like 12:30 at night looking for klonapins.. what an idiot!! me n chris and his mom were just talkin on the couch then we hear *KNOCK KNOCK* and this kid just walks in, chris;' mom was like "whats goin on?" cuz she knew the kid was bad news.. and to make a long story short, chris gets kicked outta his house for a couple days.. tonight he finally got back b/c he said it was a one time thing and it was only klonapins that his uncle gave him and blah blah.. tonight we just met up w/ people, went to blockbuster and rented elf, went to his house, ate, watched some t.v. and a couple of movies.. we cuddled so much! ilove how its been lately.. i just think its still wierd, b/c last night he was all askin me every sex quest. imaginable.. like whats your fav sex position, and do you like to use a condom and stuf.. then eventually he said "if we did hook up...".. i was like whoa, i wish.. but then he confuses me b/c tonight i was jokin around and i was like "..only if we have sex tomorrow" and hes like "stop talkin stupid" so i was like "whaaaaaat!?" and i kept sayin to everything he said "only if we have sex tomorrow" and i kept tellin him to answer me and finlaly he was likle "yeah' but the whole time he was like not answerin me at all abotu it.. so i have no idea what to think, but all i know is IM SO SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED ITS REDICULOUS!!.. its been almost 3 months, the last person was chris.. i mean i could go get anyone, but i want it to be him =/ .. whatever im gona go to bed, i have work at 9 until6 then of course im goin to get chris.. what else is new right!? .. goodnight
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still, day by day, things with chris just keep getting better and better =D. lately ive been really happy.. ive just been w/ him every second of the day when im not workin and goin to school.. i mean after class or work i go straight there and dont leave him until usually 2 am and half the time i sleep over, like last night.. we still havent hoooked up.. but weve been cuddlin so much.. hes been sayin stuff that makes me think he thinks were kinda together.. liek "your mom and friends dont like me, i can tell" eventho they really do.. and "im w/ you all the time.. my friends dont even hafta ask who im w/ anymore b/c they know im with you 24-7".. and he also said "lisa, you know ive been w/ you like 2 days straight now and im not even sick of you, isnt that wierd? well actually its good".. stuff like that.. and yesterday i think he was doin it on purpose, but he kept comin like 3 cm away from my face when he was talkin.. i think he wanted to see if id kiss him, but im not makin the first move, unless im drunk O=) haha.. but tonight he made me go lay down w/ him up in his bed, and the second his head hits the pillow he's out like a light, i kept wakin him up and tellin him id go so he could sleep.. he wanted me to fall asleep and go home later.. i ended up passin out for a half hour.. and hes like "im so used to sleepin with you, i want you to stay"..when i was tryin to leave, he was talkin and said somethin about me doggin him, so i think he thinks im not interested or somethin? i dont know how its not obvious, im like in love w/ the kid.. anyways my best friend is home for a week from florida, i hafta chill w/ her soon.. i saw her pick up her little brother in my class today and i ran down the hallway and tackled her to the groud i was so excited to see her!! im goin to bed, my lead teacher said shes gonna let me work 8-3, but if im 5 mins or more late than i hafat stay till 5, b/c im ALWAYS LATE!!!>. goodnight!!
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sorry i havent updated in awhile.. this week i just worked, didnt go to school once =X oops.. anyways i let chris borrow my car one day while i was at work and he called me right at 6 when i got out and was like "your gonna kill me" i was like "why?" and hes like "b/c i had to stop off in medford before i could pick you up so im gona be late".. i was so pissed i was like "your a fucking idiot" and i just hung up.. i called him back like 3 mins later and i hear him pick up and say "fuck fuck fuck" and then he hangs up.. so i call back once more and hes like " i was looking down at who was calling and i hit someone" .. come to find out, he was only joking about going to medford first, he was just playin a joke on me.. but he really hit someone, no damage or injuries thank GOD>. so he finally picks me up and says "lisa, youll never believe this.. after i hit that lady we pulled into dunkin donuts and as im pullin out, someone rear ends me!!" i was like wtfffff cuz it was my car.. but no damage or injuries once again.. yesterday all this drama happened w/ me n chris.. i got his pw on his phone .. he wasnt answering eventho i was w/ him like an hour before .. i just came home to get ready and once i was done i was suposed to go back over.. so he wasnt answerin and i called the house and his moms like "he says call his celL" so i call it and he doesnt answer, so i check his messages =x and theres one w/ this girl sayin somehtin like "hey its sully, call me back at (insert number here), " then i dont know if she said goodbye or come by.. so i was like freaking out.. he finally answeres his phone and says hes goin by Racca's cousins house to smoke outta the bong.. i was ripshit cuz i knew he was lyin.. so i went to cocoluttos house b/c gary and jess were there and two girls from stoneham which was really random.. but chris calls me and says hes stoppin by.. im flippin out on him cuz he looked fucked up n was denyin it.. then racca was like "weve just been drivin around" i waslike "i thought you were goin to ur cousins house to smoke" and hes like "what?" i was like "well thats what chris said" hes like "oh im not gettin int he middle of it" .. so i FLIP THE FUCK OUT on chris and hes like "racca lets go" so i think they left then like 5 mins later chris comes back to cocoluttos basement and brings me aside.. he tells me he did lie about that b/c he thought iw as gona bitch if i heard whree he was realy goin which was suoposedly his friends 21st bday pre game party then everyone was goin to boston, but he wasnt gonna go.. i still dont buy the story and dindt at the time but i just pretended i bhelieved him.. so hes all hurryin and tellin me to go to roosters n stuf, but i was like no ill go to devlins w/ gary and jess.. once i get there chris is all flippen out calln me sayin hes stranded b/c racca went home and i shoulda just followed them to roosters, n he woulda bought me drinks n shit.. but i was like whatever, ill try to get them to leave but i duno if they will.. so i end up gettin them to leave.. i was so pissed b/c gary was so fucked up and he was drivin, hew as likle passen out at the wheel.. i got to chris' and didnt do much, i think we just smoked and went up to stacia's boyfriends for a few mins.. i slept over and we woke up this morning, met up w/ some people and just lounged around.. tonight hes goin out w/ stacias boyfriend b/c ralph (her boyfriend) rented a yellow hummer for the weekend and theyre all goin to boston, so me n stacia are goin out to have a girls night and try n make them jealous lol.. i might end up sleepin at chris' tonight whoknwos.. im kinda aggrivated b/c alot of girls have been callin him and i cant say anything b/c were not even togehter.. we still havent hooked up eventho i sleep over basically 3 times a week.. ah hes so wierd.. but im gona go leave to go to stacias now.. tomorrow tiff is havin a christening for damian so i hafta go to that.. have a good rest of the weeekend!!
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whatsup?! this is my first time home for more than an hour in like 4 days.. this weekend went by so quick, what else is new right? well today i got to work like 15 mins late b/c i thought i hadta be there at 930, but really i hadta be there at like 9.. im always late!!! i was so tired, at nap time i ended up falling asleep w/ the kids i guess my boss walked in and made my lead teacher write me up.. oh well i deserved it i guess since it wasnt the first time.. i came home n got ready but i guess i wasnt fast enough b/c i was sposeta pick up chris but he was in such a rush that one of his other friends picked him up and he wanted me to meet up w/ him in like 20 mins.. i said ill probli just stay in b/c i have some homework and ive been runnin around non stop everyday until like 2 am.. now im just eatin french onion soup and a burger.. i cant wait for battle of the sexes tonight!!.. i thnk after i eat, i might meet up w/ chris.. tomorrow i have school then work yayyyy.. leave a comment..
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this weekend was good, me n chris kinda fought alot but it was mostly over dumb shit and we got over it right away.. i love the way things are w/ us b/c all the anticipation of what might happen is building day by day.. he makes me want him soooo bad.. i slept over both fri and sat evnetho i wasnt plannin on stayin over last night.. both nights we both just completely passed out.. today we just watched some football.. tomorrow is a new beginning.. were not gonna be fuckin around w/ shit.. were gona be completely straight.. anyways, now chris buys me cigarettes, gas, food, weed, all the little stuff and somehow my whole check of two weeks that i got paid on fri is already gone? explain that. anyways the past couple of days weve been real close.. today someone said "oh what is lisa your girl" and hes like "yeah" and then all night he was callin me babygirl and askin me if it was okay.. i just had to drive his friend to get gas b/c his car ran out lol.. but im goin to bed i have work in like 6 hours.. goodnight
oh and chris told me that some song was ours, i forget how it goes but its new and says like "i just wanna make love to you " orsomethin, if he thinks this about us then why the fuck arent i gettin laid lol?!?!!
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